Tomorrow I'm doing something hard. I'm scared (especially because I just read my horoscope and it's not good). But if there is anything I've learned in 2009, it's that facing scary situations is worth the strength that is gained afterward. I've also learned that I have a much greater capacity to love than I ever knew. Tomorrow is not about my fears, it's about my love for my daughter.
Amidst my cleaning frenzy and attempts to calm my nerves I realized that fear is not something God places in our hearts. God is the Prince of Peace and it is the advisary who controls us by instilling fear in us.
So as I wrap up 2009 with an event that is sort of symbolic of the entire journey we've been on this year, I pray that it will bring peace instead of fear. It's now or never though and I made the decision to do it...
It will be great, maybe scary, but exciting and hopefully worth doing something hard.
And Kday will be by my side holding my hand the whole time.
2 comments:
Cheering you on - you are incredible.
everything will be perfect.
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