Do you ever feel like a piece of knotted up old beach wood, something so unappealing? Sometimes I feel like I've been chewed up by too many storms, tangled to my bones and spit out on the shoreline, left as an eye sore. Surrounded by many a greater beauties and gracious sights beside me.
The path ahead of me feels like a resemblance to this scene. But instead of sauntering through the forrest and passing each tree trunk while seeking my next move... I feel like I've been strapped to the front of a freight train and we're plowing through at top speed. I have no room to breathe, let a lone think about where I'm headed.
I'm hoping to find some clarity tonight and through the next 7 weeks. I need to find that clarity before I get so lost I can't find my way back to the life I finally had a grip on. A life I was loving so much every day and every moment.
These two... these two keep me on track though. They are the light of my life. And they are what reminds me of how worth it this fight is.
So tonight, will be the moment of truth. I kind of just want it to be over with so I can move foreword and enjoy my new journey. It's a journey I've been waiting 6 years for. And tomorrow you'll find out where exactly that journey is going to take our little family.
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