I AM.... ARE YOU?

I am still here.

Are you?

I wouldn't blame you if you're not.

This blog was not intended to be about my life as a mom or the daily happenings of me and my children. 

There's enough blogs out there in the world about that and they're far more interesting than mine.

This is supposed to be about my weight loss journey, self awareness, personal growth, and the challenges of losing fat and gaining life and joy.

Wow, how I'm feeling physically and the games it's playing with my mind.... that's a whole other slew of posts to come. 

But right now all I seem to do is lay in bed tonight, write and re-write this post in my mind.

All the while listening to the symphony of coughing babies and gurgling stomachs as they fill diapers with a burning green concoction that leaves my two youngest with sore behinds. 

We're trying to fend off RSV, balance trips to the insta-care for head traumas sustained from high chair falls, and encourage feeding routines to maintain hydration.

So for the moment, this blog is not about the great and dramatic ramblings of my distorted body image...

it's about my babies and the life we've created in the past 4 weeks.

Take it...

or leave it...

I've chosen to take it.